it is possible.

theres things in life i thought would never happen or if it did, it would be indescribable. getting into the bfa program has given me more hope that anything is possible if the work a person puts into it is their all. there's a seriousness to graphic design that is easily ignored, but i still dont compeletly understand it and probably will take a really long time to really understand it. 

besides that two more years, and then its another jittery business of finding a job.